Sweet Release Healing

I have been getting in trouble for not sleeping at night since I was three years old. I actually remember my Holly Hobbie bedroom. Pink canopy bed, matching everything, and my mother sitting on the edge of that bed trying to explain to tiny little me that it was late and I really needed to close my eyes and try to go to sleep. The problem was, I wasn’t tired. By six or seven, I was getting in trouble for staying up reading or wandering around the house like a tiny fucking gho